WhEYE…

Something that started out as a sounding board quickly became a tool I once used to declutter my mind. I’ve always had a tendency to jot down whatever it was I thinking at the time on a piece of paper and then toss it away…sort of my way of letting go. But as time went on and life became a little hectic and adulting moved to the forefront, I spoke on my thoughts less and less. It had gotten to the point where I would find myself randomly talking to myself. Not in the sense of it being a conversation with myself but speaking my thoughts out loud to get rid of them. But the caveat to that was, I was always around people so talking to myself really wasn’t an option most times…so suppression became a normality. Over time I’d come to the realization that although talking made me tired, it was also a very important release.

Now, as a person who tends to shy away being too vulnerable at all cost I searched for a less visible outlet where I could get my thoughts out in my own space and time. But I had no idea that I’d find blogging….obviously there are going to be people who know me and will have their opinion on what I chosen to post but the fact of the matter is, I get to speak it exactly how I think it(typos and all) while still keeping to myself in a sense.