Abundance

Bismillah

For the last few weeks I’ve been listening to this podcast that my friend introduced me to…and I’m definitely glad she did! It’s based around the Law Of Attraction so you know I was sold after the first episode! And in the first episode he speaks about speaking abundance into your life, which is something I know a lot of people have a hard time to doing including me.

Since I’ve been listening to it I’ve noticed that my entire thought process has shifted from always focusing on what was missing to focusing on nurturing what I do have and understanding that everything I’ve ever needed has always been provided. A prime example is the rental car that was provided for the time I’ve been here…granted it’s small as hell and certainly not fitting of me at all! But it serves its purpose in full, got me to and from class in one piece and wherever I needed to go on top of me not having to come out of pocket for it!

Another thing I’ve noticed since adopting this mindset is…how I handle whatever come to me. As always every 24 hours you live provides an opportunity for problems to come…if you see them as problems.

So, as usual on my drive home from class…I try and figure out what exactly I’m doing to write for that day. But one particular day something felt off but like most times I just wait for whatever is supposed to happen to play out. I got to my room and found a note that pretty said I had to change rooms because they wanted to get all of the guests on the same floor. Of course I was pissed…I literally had 3 days left! They made me move all of my stuff for 3 days….that was until the person in room next to me said “wtf they’re not only making me move…but they’re saying they have no rooms left so I have to either book a flight home now or stay somewhere else” and in that moment I was like “what am I mad for?!”.

It was a reflex! I was in a familiar situation and gave a familiar reaction “get mad and then think” that was until the new process kicked in…had to remind myself that my needs were still being meet just in a different space! It’s even gotten to the point where I don’t even have the impulse to complain anymore…I mean I shouldn’t have in the first place but hey I can be hard headed sometimes lol.

And I have to admit this way of thinking is way more lit than I thought it would be! All of the things I worried about suddenly melted away and I mainly concern myself with what I CAN control not what I can’t! But obviously the Capricorn in me wants to control everything and we fight constantly but I’ve been winning a lot more lately lol. Hopefully I can switched to this way of thinking indefinitely. I’ll keep y’all posted!

Alhamdulillah Subhanallah